After my recent flurry of indecision, I have actually begun DOING something - not much, I grant, since it is a very busy time at work, but something. I have four items on the needle currently.
The first is, of course, my
bete noir, the Slow Bee shawl. I've ignored the poor baby completely. However, I don't feel that I'm failing as a slow bee currently. Quite apart from commiseration from other, equally slow, bees, I have quite deliberately set it aside, knowing that, in my current state of nervous tension, I do not have the brain space to deal with its complexities. I AM being incredibly slow, but since I DECIDED to slow down, I feel okay about it. I think there may be some pathology there that I should have looked into ...
Of course, my unwillingness to make untold errors to rip out on the "Bee" has left me with a knitting vacuum which I have filled, as planned, with two lovely shawls. I have re-cast-on Mim Knit's Seraphim in gorgeous mini-maiden in Victoria colorway. The yarn is rather slippery, but soft with a beautiful sheen. I used 4mm needles and in my zen-like acceptance of the inevitability of worrying about decisions, I am refusing to reconsider - or indeed notice at all - how the gauge is going. It will be what it is (I think, perhaps size 4.5 might be better .....). Here it is in all its splendour (although the colors are a little over-saturated - I'm NOT much of a photographer).

I also just cast on my planned Blue moon Laci Valkyrie version of Anne Hanson's Gale. I am NOT - again - thinking about gauge. When you have cast on 4 times in three different needle sizes, it is time to just
move on. I do finally have a good photo of the yarn, though, much to my surprise. I think the gremlins living in my camera have decided that without the encouragement of one reasonably accurate shot, I might give up the ghost, and they would lose their entertainment.

And finally, the yarn for my Swiss cheese travel scarf arrived. The colors are amazing - and, in another fit of hysteria, the gremlins allowed me a good snap of it too. Perhaps I should thank the little monsters, they might be disarmed enough to trow me another pictoral bone. I am using Knitfreak's version as a model; you can see it
here). I am just going to avoid all decisions by using the same pattern, needle size, etc. After all, I'll be on vacation - from waffling as well as everything else.

I think I'l go check on that Valkyrie gauge one more time ....